this one was written by me ..

Dard ki panahon me gujarte hein jindagi
yeh na pucho bigadte hein yah sawartein hein jindagi
kehte hein tapkar sona aur nikhar aata hai
ham dard ki dhoop me nikahrte hein jindagi

thn my friend suggested some change
Dard ki panah me gujar jaati hain jindagi
yeh na pucho bigadti hai ya sawar hai jindagi
kehtein hein tapkar sona aur nikhar aata hai
yahan dard ki dhoop me nikar aati hai jindagi

just look the difference in the way we see it..i felt mine is mixed with anger and the second one is very gentle..thanks a lot to my friend who helped me to see this aspect of the poetry

The Sole reason of my existence.......

Life has been a great teacher to me.Its always in hard way you learn the best lessons. My life has always been an ordinary one .I never dreamed for best things of life but yes I believed I deserve to be treated well.
Some days back I have gone through a very difficult situation . A situation where I felt that my existence does not matter .I don’t know how people behave like you are a ghost and you don’t exist at all even though you are standing right in front of them. And your pain doubles when you couldn't find out the reason for this behaviour. 'Pain' my childhood friend never left me alone for a moment. And I also made it my best friend and turned it to my advantage by being stronger. But that time it was unbearable , for the first time in my life I asked God..why ?? Why I am here? What’s I am doing between these people for whom I am just a topic of discussion? Who feel my presence only when they need something from me?

God ..being my best friend answered me.. u are alive the one and only reason that can give justification of your existence is I want you to …I love you ..is n’t it the best reason ?

That time I came to know about the most wonderful thing ...................

The sole reason of my existence is God wants me to…and I am glad he really does :)